October 29, 2021
I can’t call her, she is working now. He is so busy, I hate to bother him. He/she is always in a hurry when we talk so i avoid calling. We are busy every night maybe next week. The doctor’s hand is on the door knob during the whole visit. I can’t sleep. Don’t have time to sleep. I wish I could just get some sleep. Too involved with school activities to learn how to live. So busy working for a living that you have no life. Too active with church to act like Jesus.
I went to my HS class reunion to be with my best friends I never see. Then our whole lives were before us, now mostly behind us. How many of those years were spent in FF>>? (Fast forward) Cramming our day with disappearing ink. Ignoring what the clouds look like. No time to watch the wooly worm pass by or to answer a small child’s “why?”. Running on a treadmill with no view. Doing it all for the ones we don’t have time to love. Delaying living & loving till tomorrow but its always a day away.
Solomon, the wisest man who ever lived wrote “Too much activity gives you restless dreams, too many words make you a fool.” He compared being too busy to being a babbling fool.